CAnt realli explain my feelings now, but i still sometimes feel disapointed when i brood over it.
Some1 i regard as close to me, have actualli made me look lik a fool n wad's worst...
tht person jus cldn admit tht one was in the wrong. Tht person had to try n manipulate one's way thru trying to get me convinced tht tht person's action is right n had no other intentions n if one had made a mistake, tht person wld actualli own up..... but tht was not how it is. i finally realise tht person's true self.... have i been a fool all along?
But i may used to deem myself as one but not anymore. i have forgiven tht person even though till now tht person have not said a sorry to me or admit one's wrong(i guess tht person still think one is right?!). n tht is cos i din wan to keep feeling bad bout everythng tht concerns it. But to keep the joy tht the Lord has in store for me.
N most imptantly not loosing it...
I realli thnk God tht he has NEVER fail me n will NEVER fail me.
I m gonna invest more of myself in God den people around me, not tht i dun trust ppl any more but i trust God more.
Cos only humans have failed me, as well as thngs.. But my God have never failed me. =D
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Wednesday, January 3, 2007
Sorry arh...
Lazy Lazy Lazy Lazy Lazy Lazy Lazy Lazy Lazy Lazy cant be bothered to post! heh! ^^ another time den...
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Okie... Did had some fun..
Hmmm... let me see, dunno where to start but, haven been blogging for many days alrdy.
Today i din go out so i cld actualli sit down n blog, din reallii do much but was quite fun, playing basket ball, going gym, going out... yea! okie.
Oh n my fren says i shldn blog about wad i been doing instead about my feelings n emotions!
All i can say is hey! if i m going to blog about my emotions, i gotta be very mood swingy.... 0.0 well, err... i m not! n i heard this sermon b4 lik i said, MANGING YOUR EMOTIONS, so wad's there to blog if tht is it huh? ^^ i totally totally agree wit myself, erm... ok i going a bit over board. But i m right right?
Who sits at the comp n starts revising thru their feelings n starts writing them down every time he/she enters the blogger post pg?!?! it is ridiculous... even girls during their pms period... (erm.. hope the girls dun mind) dun blog all about their feelings cos if u do, even the saddest person on earth will blog probably twice a week?! when we blog, we do blog about our feelings, thoughts n emotions but not totally 100% u noe wad i mean?! o.0?
Ok look here, how bout my draft....
U blog about wad u did during the day, n especially blog about wad event tht rouse ur feelings n emotions, after start to pour our ur thoughts n feelings about tht n also say wad u going to do bout it.....
N not............... "OH man! i m feeing so sad... i m so discouraged, im so depressed, im so afraid... ...den, i shall E.N.D my feelings here! goodbye."?!?!?!
uhhh... wwad a great way to blog huh?!
How bout this........... "Hey! i went to see the merlion today, i was facinating it suddenly i begin to hate it, cos when i got a closer look at it, i realise how childish those designers were n they made it the TRADE MARK of Singapore?! it's drawn by nursery kids n they put it up for our trade mark?!"
This is wad i call, blog about wad u do, after tht reason it, give ur thoughts n opinion n say how u feel bout it...
In another words... 60%- day's work/events 40%-thoughts, emotions, feelings
Smuack<<3 i love the way my draft is... err.. ok gosh! tht is bad, anyway.
THT is all i have gotta say for now dude! -.0
Till den! =) byes...
Today i din go out so i cld actualli sit down n blog, din reallii do much but was quite fun, playing basket ball, going gym, going out... yea! okie.
Oh n my fren says i shldn blog about wad i been doing instead about my feelings n emotions!
All i can say is hey! if i m going to blog about my emotions, i gotta be very mood swingy.... 0.0 well, err... i m not! n i heard this sermon b4 lik i said, MANGING YOUR EMOTIONS, so wad's there to blog if tht is it huh? ^^ i totally totally agree wit myself, erm... ok i going a bit over board. But i m right right?
Who sits at the comp n starts revising thru their feelings n starts writing them down every time he/she enters the blogger post pg?!?! it is ridiculous... even girls during their pms period... (erm.. hope the girls dun mind) dun blog all about their feelings cos if u do, even the saddest person on earth will blog probably twice a week?! when we blog, we do blog about our feelings, thoughts n emotions but not totally 100% u noe wad i mean?! o.0?
Ok look here, how bout my draft....
U blog about wad u did during the day, n especially blog about wad event tht rouse ur feelings n emotions, after start to pour our ur thoughts n feelings about tht n also say wad u going to do bout it.....
N not............... "OH man! i m feeing so sad... i m so discouraged, im so depressed, im so afraid... ...den, i shall E.N.D my feelings here! goodbye."?!?!?!
uhhh... wwad a great way to blog huh?!
How bout this........... "Hey! i went to see the merlion today, i was facinating it suddenly i begin to hate it, cos when i got a closer look at it, i realise how childish those designers were n they made it the TRADE MARK of Singapore?! it's drawn by nursery kids n they put it up for our trade mark?!"
This is wad i call, blog about wad u do, after tht reason it, give ur thoughts n opinion n say how u feel bout it...
In another words... 60%- day's work/events 40%-thoughts, emotions, feelings
Smuack<<3 i love the way my draft is... err.. ok gosh! tht is bad, anyway.
THT is all i have gotta say for now dude! -.0
Till den! =) byes...
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Oh man! help me get a life!?
Im realli realli realli lazy to blog ok! i dunno y, dun ask me... hahas! but i shall update, yea, was quite a fun day for me today n i'm super tired now.
So another time den! Nitez >< zZZzZzzZ...
So another time den! Nitez >< zZZzZzzZ...
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Ahhhh... I'm crazy!?!
Ehh... I gotta admit man! i m getting lazy to blog liao! but shall update once in a while la... haha=D
Ok I'm suffering now can?! My Arms n my neck n my face have all been burned by the sun!=(
Ohman! i cant believe it! I went to play bball under the sun for not more than 5 hrs n i got burned!?! gosh... oh well.. Yesterday played ball wit Abel kwan, n abel's god sis? called Pui fong, den pui fong asked Samantha and her few other frens along cos of a lame reason of jus to SEE HOW TALL ABEL IS! maN! TheY aInT goNNa LoOk At mY HeiGhT oK...! ok, so i m lik wadever..! Anyway, at 1st we were playing wit pui fong n another of her fren! Den later Samantha joined in.... ok fine, she wants me to call her tai zi, but i dun listen wan! lolx, anyway.. She joined in den we had to play 3v2, den the guys 1 team, the girls 1 team.. yea! we slacked, gave chance, din even bother to count score, jus "played", or i shld say jus throw the ball whenever we have it. lol.. So after for a while we got bored den the girls jus say they win!! so we were lik, ok lor... ur win.. den after tht we went to toilet n prepared to leave, (Oh btw, Abel tried to peep into the girls toilet! He can deny it for all he lik but i saw his head turn when we were walking pass it!=D) As we were walking back to the central, we were lik talking how much a couple abel n pui fong is! XD lol... den, after a while Samantha was so called "argueing" wit abel, den we all walked behind, n puifong even said they look lik married couple quarreling =DD haiz... Samantha didn noe we were talking bout her den she so happily joined in laughing when we were saying abel made her pregnant! hahahaha.... after tht we ate Kfc n went off, i went to watch movie... n long story.. ok wadever, haiz.. anyway, kinda bored now, din realli have much of activities today. So yea.
Shall E.N.D here byes! +)
Ok I'm suffering now can?! My Arms n my neck n my face have all been burned by the sun!=(
Ohman! i cant believe it! I went to play bball under the sun for not more than 5 hrs n i got burned!?! gosh... oh well.. Yesterday played ball wit Abel kwan, n abel's god sis? called Pui fong, den pui fong asked Samantha and her few other frens along cos of a lame reason of jus to SEE HOW TALL ABEL IS! maN! TheY aInT goNNa LoOk At mY HeiGhT oK...! ok, so i m lik wadever..! Anyway, at 1st we were playing wit pui fong n another of her fren! Den later Samantha joined in.... ok fine, she wants me to call her tai zi, but i dun listen wan! lolx, anyway.. She joined in den we had to play 3v2, den the guys 1 team, the girls 1 team.. yea! we slacked, gave chance, din even bother to count score, jus "played", or i shld say jus throw the ball whenever we have it. lol.. So after for a while we got bored den the girls jus say they win!! so we were lik, ok lor... ur win.. den after tht we went to toilet n prepared to leave, (Oh btw, Abel tried to peep into the girls toilet! He can deny it for all he lik but i saw his head turn when we were walking pass it!=D) As we were walking back to the central, we were lik talking how much a couple abel n pui fong is! XD lol... den, after a while Samantha was so called "argueing" wit abel, den we all walked behind, n puifong even said they look lik married couple quarreling =DD haiz... Samantha didn noe we were talking bout her den she so happily joined in laughing when we were saying abel made her pregnant! hahahaha.... after tht we ate Kfc n went off, i went to watch movie... n long story.. ok wadever, haiz.. anyway, kinda bored now, din realli have much of activities today. So yea.
Shall E.N.D here byes! +)
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