CAnt realli explain my feelings now, but i still sometimes feel disapointed when i brood over it.
Some1 i regard as close to me, have actualli made me look lik a fool n wad's worst...
tht person jus cldn admit tht one was in the wrong. Tht person had to try n manipulate one's way thru trying to get me convinced tht tht person's action is right n had no other intentions n if one had made a mistake, tht person wld actualli own up..... but tht was not how it is. i finally realise tht person's true self.... have i been a fool all along?
But i may used to deem myself as one but not anymore. i have forgiven tht person even though till now tht person have not said a sorry to me or admit one's wrong(i guess tht person still think one is right?!). n tht is cos i din wan to keep feeling bad bout everythng tht concerns it. But to keep the joy tht the Lord has in store for me.
N most imptantly not loosing it...
I realli thnk God tht he has NEVER fail me n will NEVER fail me.
I m gonna invest more of myself in God den people around me, not tht i dun trust ppl any more but i trust God more.
Cos only humans have failed me, as well as thngs.. But my God have never failed me. =D
Sunday, January 14, 2007
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